Domestic Princess!;

22 January 2007

Okay so a small background here. I have an Aunt whom I love dearly and she has three boys 28, 18, and 14. Well the two youngest have problems, to list a few ADHD and there father molested them for years when they were younger so that adds a whole list of problems, they have to see a therapist every week and what not. Well back to my point. My Aunt is dieing. She has Colon, Liver, and Pancreas cancer. She has had it for about a year and now Hospice is coming to her house so you know it's close to the end. Well the 14 year old has NO where to go, nobody wants him and his problems. I can't see him in a home, he'd kill himself, I just know he would. So because of this my Aunt is even more upset, she feels like nobody loves her son. So I said I would take him for a week now to see how everything goes. Well he smokes, cusses and yells a lot and I don't really want that around my children but I can't leave a family member with no where to go. So I decided when my husband deploys or when we get our tax return I will take him for a week, either go up to them or have him come down here. I just don't know if I made a bad decision about this. I am so lost.

We have been wanting to adopt and we were looking into adopting an older child that no one would want you know with some kind of problems and it kind of seems like this is it. He's family and he is want we were looking into. I have been praying about this but my eyes just are not opening up any. I don't know what to do and it seems like it's really stresses me out. Ugh! I need coffee and a good book!

Thought of by MrsMcCrory

7:02 AM

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