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26 January 2007

You ever just find out something and it really made you want to throw up?
Well I'm there right now.
I found out some stuff that I probably shouldn't have by being sneaky which again is wrong but I just couldn't help myself and I don't like it when people hide stuff from me. So as to not get into details and reveal what I did. I will not explain.
I just feel sick to my stomach right now and I don't know what to do.
Lieing bothers me more than anything else in the world. Some one I care for a lot doesn't seem to be the person I thought they were and I don't know what to do about it.
I think we will just invite friends over tonight and get drunk and play some drunken darts. What else can you do, you know. Besides I know I will have fun doing that.
Anyways, I have been trying to evaulate mine and my husbands relationship these past few days. I don't know what to do anymore, it's as if everything will be fine as long as I don't get upset over anyything and I don't do anything to upset him, yet he can do what ever the hell he feels like. There are so many examples I could through out there but I won't.
I've been trying to keep the house clean even though I can no help and no appriciation but whatever. Better than him getting made because there are toys on the floor.
Found out his deployment date today. Yup he's going to be gone for our three year anniversary. Also he said that it could go from 90 days to 120 days. Apparently nothing is set in stone and it's all up in the air to change. Stupid military. They can't ever make up their minds.
We need a break though. We really do just need some time apart, this deployment really did come at a good time because I feel we are having problems and he damn near refuses to talk about them and try and work our way through them. What ever. I am so tired of carind.
I was telling my mom last night that it's so close to the point where I wouldn't even care if someone hit on me, I would feel better about myself because I'm not getting no compliments at him.
I mean he even called me fat the other day, and then he was like aww I'm just playing, and I'm talking he was saying I was fat before I even had kids. Okay I am going to stop here.

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7:58 AM


1. Sad moment: my husband's attitude this week
2. Exciting moment: buying a new couch
3. Song of the week: "long black train" Josh Turner
4. Meal: El Toreos
5. Favorite outfit: Levis and white t-shirt with my big black jacket oh and my new Nike's

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6:29 AM

25 January 2007

So my husband comes home today to inform me that he is going to be late coming home tomorrow because he has a deployment meeting which is making this upcoming deployment all the more real. I just keep brushing off the deployment and not letting it bother me but it actually is and I don't think my husband knows it's bothering me. I don't want him to know it's bothering me. Because he is really looking forward to his deployment. :( I'll be okay, I have plenty to do.
My youngest son has his appt. on monday to schedule his surgery, I am just happy that my husband will be here for that. Hopefully they do his surgery the same week we have been waiting a year for his surgery all ready. I feel like they are just going to keep postponing it.
My youngest still refuses to talk to me. It's really driving me crazy.
So I love my new vacuume it really makes cleaning that much easier.
I have friends coming over today so I have a few little things to clean up but they wont be here until noon.
Tomorrow we have another friend coming over and then saturday my husband is supposed to invite over our weekend crew. We haven't had to buy beer the past two weeks because of them. It's great, even though they still drink liquer. It's all good. They bring ice too.
I have this weird feeling that one of the guys likes me and I think he's a pretty cool guy so I try to stay away from him because you put a bunch of drunk people together like that and you never know what may happy. I swear to you he has winked at me one of these times he came over. I brush it off but the flattery is nice. My own husband doesn't flatter me. They were talking about why you SHOULD NOT buy girls flowers last week and I kept cutting my husband this look and it was like he was blind to it but the other guy stood up for me. Thank god. HAHA I told my husband the other guy was going to buy me flowers, he was not pleased but still refuses to buy me flowers. What the hell is that. I enjoy flowers, I get nothing.
Anyways Happy Thursday All! Don't forget if you want to comment you have to go to the side bar click on the post you want to comment and then you will have the option I am still working on this problem bear with me please!

Thought of by MrsMcCrory

5:29 AM



Thirteen Things We spent our Income Tax Money on



1. A new couch. We bought a mocha sectional, it's so gorgous. I can't wait until it gets here on Tuesday!
2. An Entertainment stand. I did not want one but my husband persisted. It's solid oak.
3. IAn Entertainment system. The kids broke our old surround sound. This is sony and it sounds awesome. The neighbors came over when we were watching The Guardian last night because they thought there was a storm outside lol.
4. A new vaccum. Yay. Our old one was given to us and it didn't suck up very well. This new one is awesome. It tells you when the carpet is clean and dirty. I did the carpet in front of the tv and it was full of dog hair, ew.
5. A new dart board. My husband is a baby we have a dart board but he want a metal one so he went out and got. It was on clearance and I like so it's all good.
6. New Shoes! I am so happy that I was finally able to get new shoes. I got some Nike's so that I have some nice shoes to run in. They are soo pretty white and pink. They were also my only option since my feet are soo huge. Size 11.
7. New Jeans. I just got a new pair last weekend but I already went down a size.
8. New white t-shirt. Yes it's a girly shirt, v-neck and all.
9. New Movies. I got "The Guardian" which rocked by the way. and "Madagascar" for two reasons, one we didn't have and two my husband is going to Africa soon.
10. Groceries. Yeah weird one but we dropped about $300 on groceries yesterday.
11. Dinner. My hubby actually took me out to a nice restraunt. FINALLY.
12. Trip to Delaware. I have to go pick up my cousin from Delaware. We are going to adopt him.
13. Deep Freezer. We actually really need this because our fridge is split and it makes the freezer tiny.
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5:05 AM

23 January 2007


So here is my To-Do list for today!
1. Finish Laundry
2. Put away Laundry
3. Unload Dishwasher
4. Load Dishwasher
5. Vaccum
6. Sweep
7. Mop
8. Make Meatballs for dinner
9. Finish up dinner(make spaghetti)
10. Emty all trash cans in house
11. Declutter desk
12. Pick up Tax return check
13. Deposit checks into the bank
14. Go buy couch
15. Call my mom
16. RELAX with the Hubby
We went out to eat!! YAY!

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6:56 AM



I am too excited. We did our taxes yesterday and opted to get the money now. Soo we are buying our new couch today. I am just too freaking happy I want to burn this peice of crap we have in the back yard. Unfortuntly I can not do that in base housing. BOO! So we are buying a beige sectional that seats seven. It's got a consoul in it for cups and remotes and other stuff. The only bad part about getting this couch is that we are going to have to wait 2 to 3 weeks to get it because they have to order it. BOO. I want my couch today. Oh well. I am sure I can survive another 2 to 3 weeks on the piece of junk we have. In other news. I think we have decided on taking my cousin for sure. My husband and I talked about it last night and we decided that it would just be for the best. So my baby boys dr. appt. is next monday. I am soo scared about it. He is supposed to have surgery on his man parts. I'm not to happy about it. We have already been waiting a year for his surgery and now we are just scheduling it. We had bean soup for dinner last night. My husband and I made it. It was soo good. Very filling though. I haven't had my moring cup of coffee yet. I need to get on that lol.

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4:21 AM

22 January 2007

Oh My Gosh, my two year old is playing with his brother and he just said his ABC's!!!!!!! I am too excited! He said the WHOLE alphabet. Go JOSHUA!

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9:34 AM


Okay so a small background here. I have an Aunt whom I love dearly and she has three boys 28, 18, and 14. Well the two youngest have problems, to list a few ADHD and there father molested them for years when they were younger so that adds a whole list of problems, they have to see a therapist every week and what not. Well back to my point. My Aunt is dieing. She has Colon, Liver, and Pancreas cancer. She has had it for about a year and now Hospice is coming to her house so you know it's close to the end. Well the 14 year old has NO where to go, nobody wants him and his problems. I can't see him in a home, he'd kill himself, I just know he would. So because of this my Aunt is even more upset, she feels like nobody loves her son. So I said I would take him for a week now to see how everything goes. Well he smokes, cusses and yells a lot and I don't really want that around my children but I can't leave a family member with no where to go. So I decided when my husband deploys or when we get our tax return I will take him for a week, either go up to them or have him come down here. I just don't know if I made a bad decision about this. I am so lost.
We have been wanting to adopt and we were looking into adopting an older child that no one would want you know with some kind of problems and it kind of seems like this is it. He's family and he is want we were looking into. I have been praying about this but my eyes just are not opening up any. I don't know what to do and it seems like it's really stresses me out. Ugh! I need coffee and a good book!

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7:02 AM

21 January 2007


Yeah I am soo happy I sent off my taxes today so we will be getting them back on the 2nd of February. YAY!!!!!! I really can not wait because we are finally going to be buying a new couch. I am also going to be buying a new wardrobe. yay yay yay. I am too happy because I never buy anything for myself so it's always a special treat when I get something. Now we just have to spend our return on paper so we know where all the money is going.

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3:23 PM



It's one of those days.
I really just feel like crawling back into bed.
I woke up happy but now two hours later, I'm not soo happy anymore.
Anyways. I just fixed my cup of coffee so here we go.
Last night we went and saw Josh Turner live and it was awsome to say the least he was GREAT live. I loved it.
We went and looked at the new housing that we are going to be moving into and they are gorgous. HUGE and pretty. I will have to take a picture and post it. They are just soo great for base housing.
My boys...my boys are getting soo big. Although my one year old is soo different then his brother was, he refuses to talk and he whines all the time. Oh well, I realized they were going to be different when I was pregnant with him. It's just so annoying because I am the ONLY person my one year old refuses to talk to. I mean he has said Mama ONCE and now if you ask him to say mama he shakes his head no and says dada, okay WHAT is that. Its just weird because he doesn't like for his dada to hold him and no one can get him to sleep but me.
My two year old is really talking a lot more lately, full sentences and everything I am soo proud of him. He starts school next year :( He's really growing up.

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5:30 AM

20 January 2007


Today seems to be one of the days when I would just much rather run around taking pictures than doing anything else. I go through days like this quite often. I just enjoy taking pictures of my babies. Seems like today is going to be a good picture day.
We are going to see Josh Turner in concert today. Could I be any more excited? Probably not. He's playing at an amusement park we have here so the kids are going to have a wonderful day. I can't wait. The only thing is we have NO money for food or drinks. BOO!



Okay so here are some pictures from my sons FIRST birthday back on the sixth,

His first present from gramma.

Birthday cupcake!

Yummy Yummy!

So I have just found the greatest idea ever on someone's blog. BEST IDEA! It's about making a Organizational notebook, well she has got the coolest pin up pictures to use for the dividers. I am def. going to be making one now. Soooo exciteing. I just can't wait. Now i just really need to find a place to print the pictures out at.

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4:33 AM

19 January 2007

Has anyone figured out how to put a really nice template/layout on this new blogger. I hate it and I am not even in the mood to try and figure it out. I just can't get any of the templates/layouts to work on here and I hate this stupid layout. GAHH if anyone knows of a good website to get ones that actually work for the new blogger PLEASE let me know. I hate how plain this in! Thank you soo much!

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8:11 AM


Yes I know, VERY touchy subject but whatever. My blog.

So I was watching the news yesterday and let me tell you, I am definitely a die-hard Republican; and for the record I am poor. So let me tell you what pissed me off. I'm not sure but I think it was the Democratic Delaware state Representative, don't quote me I was watching the TV on mute, talking on the phone, and referring my kids, anyways this state rep. was trying to get a bill passes saying that we apologize for slavery, great idea, we should def. get to it. Well this stupid ass Republican Virginia state rep. was like NO our black citizens need to get over it, are we going to make the Jews apologize for killing Christ. OMG how radical was that statement. Now he is going to have African Americans AND Jewish people hating him, I know if I fell into one of those categories I would be upset. I will probably write him anyways because what he said was not only rude is was very wrong and a very irresponsible thing to say.

This upcoming Presidential election has got me all over the Internet. I don't know what more I can do besides research the potential candidates. That's a lot of research but it's worth it. At least to me it is.

I have just recently took a huge dive in the deep end with politics. I was semi-interested before but every since I went to college and was force to be more involved in politics, I just love it now and we watch the news soo much now. My husband is no where near as interested as I am but oh well. He also works all day so I don't have to talk to him about me views; I just call my mom.

I am sure that politics doesn't have much to do with being a housewife but I am going to make it a huge priority.

Onto other things...
My house is not clean and I am NOT happy. It's just kind of early and I'm not quite ready to clean yet. Besides the boys are being good and I don't want to disturb them.
This morning I got up early like always but the kids never woke up so I came down and got my morning cup of coffee and sat here waiting to hear them get up. Then I hear these little feet running around up there so I go up stairs to look and my 2 year old is standing there in the hallway like a deer in headlights. So I'm like where's your brother. I get Joseph woke up on the bed. He's in my room. LOL. So my 2 year old is standing in the hallway trying to coax his brother out of his room without actually going into his room. It was wayy too funny. Then I stepped in something wet so I'm like who peed on my floor. Again my 2 year old is like well...let me clean it up. I was laughing so hard because he went and got a towel and gets down there and starts cleaning the pee up. I could only laugh. He was too cute. My coffee cup is almost empty, I'm sad. I only get one cup a day. :( Oh well!

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4:01 AM

18 January 2007

Thirteen Things You don't know about me



1. I am Italian. I hate it when people say " I can tell your not white...what are you?" Rudest
question every. No doubt.
2. I love photography. I have over 8,000 pictures on my computer alone. I just love it.
3. I don't know many people that I value as friends. It really seems these days most
people are just aquantences. It's really sad actaully.
4. I just gave up looking for a job. I am learning to embrace my inner housewife.
5. I love reading. When I can I love to read a good book.
6. I want another baby. In the next five years I do want to have another baby. Maybe
when I am like 29, I don't know. I just know that I want a little girl soo bad. My husband
doesn't always agree with me and it makes me cry.
7. I tell my husband everything. I just cannontn keep anything from him.
8. I love to cook. Although I don't do it as often as I would like.
9. I would rather cook from scratch. Yet, I only seem to be able to find quick and easy
recipies.
10. I'm jealous that my kids don't look more like me. They look 100% Irish.
11. I cry more than anyone actually knows about. I just hide in the bathroom.
12. I am striving to make my life happier. I want my family to last.
13. I really need a vacation. Just my husband and kids on the road would be nice.
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I must say that I am excited that this is my very first Thursday Thirteen. My kids are currently climbing all over my legs as I try and finish this up really quick. There is just soo much that I would like to say.
I have decided that going organic with my food is probably one of the better choices I have made this week. Too bad I have to wait until next month to put it into full effect.
My baby boy has his dr. appt. on the 29th to schedule his surgery...I am super scared about it.
I am reading a new book, "Happy Housewives" by Darla Shine. It's a lot of my inspiration for my recent lifestyle changes. I have suddenly forgetten almost everything that I wanted to sad.
That makes me sad but oh well. I will update tomorrow.

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10:13 AM

-welcome

Y Welcome to my hubble little place on the internet. I hope you enjoy reading all of my ramblings.

-Amber AKA. MrsMcCrory

Lets see I'm 21 and I have been married for three years. My husband is serving in the USAF! GO Air Force. We have two baby boys, well actually they are both toddlers now. I am a very happy SAHM and Housewife. I take pride in my job here. email me?

-loves

Reading
Cooking
Playing with my boys
Spending time with my husband
Watching movies

-hates

Messy kitchen
Messy house
Putting away laundry
Dishes
Annoying people
Fake "friends"

-desires

More books
Cookbooks
Money lol

-gossip

There is just soo much :)

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